I don't know what is going on with me. I think that school is making me nuts. I am someone that had to start working early, and I supported myself with 3 jobs for a long time, now I haven't had a job in a year and a half. I feel so worthless. My therapist thinks I am codependent and I need something or someone to need me. I don't need someone to NEED me, but I would rather be helpful and productive in my community than just be idle. Part of me feels worthless, but another part of me feels guilty. I have time right now to just be lazy and make crafts and learn to cook, but I feel guilty because so many people never have time for anything. I know that is ridiculous.
I guess I should just embrace being a bohemian. I should make my self-indulgent lists, enjoy my xbox time, and finally finish that afghan. Soon enough I will be busy and in high demand.
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About Me
- Rae of Sunshine
- S. Rae Garcia, coffee shop aficionado and aspiring chef, has lived and schooled in Tallahassee for 6 years. Through studying for her Information and Communication degree, and now Culinary Arts, she has spent many hours in Tallahassee coffee shops and lunch joints. A strong advocate of eating and shopping local she plans on following a career that mixes food, people and, yes, lots of coffee.
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People have plenty of time to do things; they just choose certain activities that make them feel as though they don't have enough hours in the day.
Be a bohemian!
Thank-you, sometimes we need validation. I will now go master a recipe while catching up on my tv shows and make some new tunics at the same time...
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