It is a good day to start writing. I find that I am usually too embarrassed to blog, but too lazy to keep a journal. I guess if there is some possibility of someone reading this, it feels more like a conversation and less like I am talking to myself. Not that I have a problem with talking to yourself. I just think that I live too much in my head and I have to spew it out in to some outlet, and since, I am too lazy to journal (I was so good at it for so long), I am not particularly talented at anything else such as: artwork, music or sports. I need an outlet.
Also, I keep a journal steady for 15 years and every single book I started writing in always started like this. Like a disclaimer, an excuse. I am not sure why. I guess I have this weird guilty feeling because I want to assault the rest of the world with the things I should only keep to myself. But though I have no aspirations whatsoever of being a writer, I have this awful compulsion to write. It is really disturbing at times, like an addiction.
Friday, April 13, 2007
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